So it's been about a month since I last put anything on here. So, here's an update on the goings on in my life.
I am no longer with my fiance. He made some VERY poor choices that included me not being the only woman in his life. I know a lot of people have been talking about this behind my back because I am now in a new relationship. If you have any questions, please feel free to ask me directly and not go behind my back and talk to my family about it. My ex and I were doing nothing but arguing and fighting for the last 6 months and it was taking a serious toll on my health. The stress and everything else had only served to increase the frequency of my seizures. While many of you may think I'm putting the cart before the horse by "jumping into a new relationship", I beg to differ. Justin is absolutely amazing and has been more than willing to accept the challenges that are my life. From accepting the relationship I have with Chris (Caden's dad) to my many health issues, and has accepted them all unconditionally. For once, I feel like I'm being treated like a princess.
I've had 2 MRI's and an EEG done at Togus and have my follow up neurology appointment on November 23. We finally start to get some answers!
School kicked my ass last term. I didn't do so well. I had a seizure that really threw my cognitive functions for a loop for a couple of weeks which affected my ability to concentrate and put abstract thoughts together. So needless to say, I am repeating one of the classes this term. Things seem to be going better though, so here's to hoping for an uneventful term!!
I am going down to Connecticut to see Caden this weekend for Halloween! I CANNOT wait to see my baby boy!!! I know I just saw him for a month in July, but I miss him every day. He worries way too much about his mommy! I wish I could take away some of that fear and worry...Hopefully we can get my seizures fiured out and get them under control so that my baby can stop worrying...
Kane is doing well in his training. He is havin a blast playing with a dog his size! Charlotte, Justin's dog, is definitely teaching him that he's not as big a bad ass as he thought! haha. It's been good for Kane though. We've discovered that he has some protective issues when it comes to me. He's not used to having to share me with anyone, let alone another person AND/OR another dog. Day by day things are going more and more smooth.
And I think that's about it. Life is looking up! I'm happier than I have been in a LONG time. I have smiled every day for the last 2 weeks and it's all thanks to Justin Barnes. :) So baby, if you're readin this...THANK YOU!!!
Even through all the ups and downs...by remembering to "just breathe", I've survived the downs to enjoy the ups.
